long time nv update blog liao.....after so mani unhappi things i haf learn to take it n hide it....nt my things i wont take de...if can go back to the past i will chose nt to knw u....coz like tat i wont be sad n will be happi like last time....after those things happen i m a change man....but oso thanks u let mi mature....although my feel 4 u still there....but i cannot like u le....coz i gt too much burden to handle.....ytd when i tok wit u on phone i m veri happi when u ask mi m i goin find a future gf nw....my ans is no....i told u i need to earn alot of  money....y i wanna earn alot is coz of my own thing...i don wanna be poor...i poor until scare le....i wanna my family haf gd life....u can find a better guys to take care u of cos....i don dare to love u back le...onli can mo mo de c u happi....make u happi....u xin fu i will happi le....hope u xin fu....