long time nv write blog le.....recently i haf a gf....we haf started for 3 months plus le....but we haf alot of misunderstanding i dunno y we always quarrel....i think i m a bad bf lo...can't even understand her well.....i m so shi bai....if she leaving mi i oso can understand de....recently she haf went to china....tis oso let us to think properly wad we should do next....if can return to the dae we nv cold war....i rather don quarrel wit her..i knw she recently nt so happpi cos of her result....i knw she is sad  but yet i still give her trouble....i dunno wad m i thinking.....when i started stead wit her i keep give her sadness instead of happy...hai....wad should i do....should i let her go....coz i always make her sad....i oso nt feeling gd c her like tat....i wan her be happi.....hai....i think i will end here le....